Ima Very Insecure Person& I Need Reassuring All The Time. It's Hard. I Cant Eat In Front Of People. Or Drink.. I Don't Eat At All. And Im Allowed One Glass Of Water Per Day. Ive coverd All Me Mirrors Up So I Cant See Maself Much. I Die A Little Everytime I See My Face. People Are Trying To Get Me to See What They See, Instead Of What I See. Its Terrifiying. It's All Lies. You Might Think Im Fine With Myself, But Im Really Not, I Just Act Like I Am.They Think I Give Out A Modest Shhhh Cause I'm Flattered. Wrong. Its A Shhhh To Get You To Stop Saying That, Im Saving Your Breath, I Dont Wanner Hear It, Your Lying..Would A Confident Person Walk Out Of Maths At School, Lock Themselves In A Toilet, Smash Their Compact And Slit Their Wrists Because Somebody Looked At Them Funny? No.When I think Of Me I Want To Cry. I Cant Explain It Any Other Way. Idk Why Im Sayin This. I Guess Ima Starting To Tell A Story I Have Kept Inside Forever. It is going to take a long time to tell it. I cant worry like This Anymore. I Need To Tell Somebody, Anybody who'll listen. I Need Someone To Care&Stick Around. And Please, Please Don't Ever Leave Me. I Couldn't Handle That. Everybody Leaves.
36 Days In Counting. I Can Do This?
WantNeed To Go Over Last Weeks Stabs
What Stabs? ^o) Just Shhhhhh :/
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