So I'll wait on some other escape that leads me nowhere fast.

Secret Numero Une- I Think About Overdosing On Most Days. I Dont Know Why. I Just Want Out Of My Life Which Is Going Nowhere Fast. I Tried It T'Other Day Cause I Was Home Alone For A Few Weeks. I Couldnt Even Get That Right. Got In The Bath Too I Did. Hoped To Drown. I Didnt Put Enough Water In. Once I Realised What Id Tried To Do I Cried, So Much That I Threw Up. Ive Never Been More Scared In My Entire Life. Will I Ever Try It Again? Well, Lets Just Say That Im Not Deleting My Goodbye Notes Anytime Soon</3