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Sunday 21 November 2010

Thursday 18 November 2010

bad vibes corrupt my head,half dead.

Ima Drifter, Im Drifting Drifting Drifting
Away.
From You.
And Hopefully From Life.
I Want To Go Home, But Do We Know Where That Is?
Its At The Start.
Heaven.
So Now Its At The End.
Im Fed Up Of This Battle.
Im Hurt.
Physically
Mentally
&Its Tiring
Exhausting
Draining
Whatever You Want To Call It.
idc Anymore
About Life
About Them
Ill Always Care About You..
But Not About Me.
Whoever I Am. I Dont Know Anymore.
I Know Whats Been Created though: A Monster.
Ugly
Fat
Hideous
Cruel
A Waster. A Big Nothing.Null
And I Know Whats Going To Be Destroyed.
Farrah.

Friday 5 November 2010

I miss the old you...

maybe some people just aren't meant to stay in our lives forever, maybe some people are just passing through. it's like some people just come through our lives to bring us something, a lesson we need to learn, and that's why they are there. ♥

Wednesday 3 November 2010

Try to live through this night.

I Dont Think Theese people Understand.
THIS MAKES ME WANT TO BLOODY KILL MYSELF 
&You And I Both Know Ima Try.

Don't go too far. I chose to stay here. Remind me where we are.

Can't Stop Shaking, Keep Passing Out. Feel So Ill. YAY, Its Working Foshooooo(; Might Hang On Till Zee Birthday, then Keep It Up, Stop Drinking Completely And Starve To Death(yn) Be Gone By The Year Is Out. Its been A Crap Decade Tbh. Dont Feel like Talking But Want To Talk, So Worthless Atm. Phone Keeps Dying And Lappy, Therefore I Am Just In Such A Bad Mood This Week. It Seems I Cant Do Anything Right. Aim For Tomorrowww: Get My Fat Backside On Msn&Faceboooooooook, How Ive Missed Them :') Luckily, I Can Access PA At School, But Its Verrehhhh Difficult, Cause They Have Superteachers, they know What Your On Before You even Type The Address In ;L Good Job I Is Sneakeeeehhhh Ninja ;D Maby If I Clean The Battery My Mowbly Shall Work? Watch This Space.. </3 xxoxoxox

Monday 1 November 2010

Compassion is overrated.

Mehh, This Should Be Like A Good Month For Me.                                                                            My Sixteenth On The Twentyeighth Of November! Yeahhhhboysss. So That Means Mahoosive Party, Fack Loadsa Presents And New Clothes For Party(: And Bonfire Night, Which I Lovelovelove, Although, Fireworks Make Me Feel Really Unsafe.. I Love Um All teeh Same Though. Mocks Start On the 15th? Something Like That. Anyways, that Is A GOOD Thing Cause We're Allowed To Get Study leave! Which Translates Into: Sleep Ins All Week Aaaaand Watch JezzaKyle And Doctors And Chillaxxxxx .Dunno If Ive Got It Likee.. You Gotsa Ta Be On Target In 5 Or More Subjects Including MATHS And ENGLISH. Fack My Actual Life. I Wish I Was Clever. Anywhoozle, Idc If I Get It Or Not, I Aint Off Into School Either Way Soooo Yeahmate. People Keep Asking me If Im Eating. I Say Yeah. And They're All Like, Oh Well I Thought You Looked Healthier. HAH, Bullcrap. Shows How Much Interest People pay Eyyy? I Have New Goals, Size 4 For The 19th And Size 2 For Thee Birthday. Ima Try Hard To get There. If I Dont Die First. Cause Im Sooooo In That Frame Of Mind Atm Tis Unreal. I Has 4Packs Of Pills, Not Enough To OD On, So Ima Hold Back(yn)
-MuchoLoveee</3 xxoxox